I’m feeling really faint and dizzy. And I know I should eat so that i can go work out. But the thought of food just repulses me. The very though of eating any food thats downstairs makes me sick…
I hate this
I hate when I feel like this. Like i’m never going to be loved. Like I’m going to be alone while all of my friends are off living their lives. I just feel like I’m not the main character in my own story. And I have all this time to think of my pathetic loneliness. And it’s just chocking me even more. No one ever understand when i say that I’m probably going to end up alone. I feel like I have to scream but I won’t let myself. Because I have to keep together. I have about 3 more weeks before I go back to school. Hopefully my sanity can last that long
